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Monday, May 19, 2008
Horoscope for today
How perfectly timely can my horoscope for today be.
See, Athena and I, both Aquarians, will be attending the launch party of a new telco tonight at 9pm at the Rockwell Tent. Camille, who's also an Aquarian, is still undecided whether she's going with us or not.
Anywaaaaaay. Here's our horoscope for today.
See, Athena and I, both Aquarians, will be attending the launch party of a new telco tonight at 9pm at the Rockwell Tent. Camille, who's also an Aquarian, is still undecided whether she's going with us or not.
Anywaaaaaay. Here's our horoscope for today.
The Bottom Line
A friendly visitor is going to add some serious electricity to your social network.
In Detail
A friendly visitor is coming on the scene to add quite a jolt of electricity to your social network. It looks like what you thought was going to be an average day will actually turn out to be quite above average! Whether you're playing host or you're just a member of the party, be the first person to welcome a new member to the group -- send the signal to the universe that you are ready to experience a new person in your life. This is a wonderful day to try something new.
I wonder who this person is. I'm excited. :)
A Weekend Affair
I spent my weekend in Caloocan. And i loved it. It wasn't totally a break for me but at least, i was able to get even a little rest. As much as i wanted to be selfish and just think of myself over the weekend, i just couldn't. My thoughts were from time to time bombarded with my worries about my pending responsibilities. Thus, hindi rin ako nakapagpahinga. Maya't maya tinetext ko yung mga tao para sa mga dapat mangayri.
I swear, one of these days, magbbreakdown nalang talaga ako bigla. But I won't let anybody see it. hehe. wala lang. gusto ko lang talaga magrant. at magrant. at magrant. Oh well. Oh well. Oh well. I hope this doesn't happen anytime soon though.
Don't get me wrong. I'm not whining because I'm tired of what i'm doing. In fact, I love what I'm doing. I'm enjoying it. Super But i just feel saturated already. I've been studying and working and worrying non-stop since i entered UP.
Lord, i just need a day-off. Just A day-off. No worries. No responsibilities. No nothing. Please.
haaaay. hormones lang to. mind over matter. i'll get over this. i swear.
Anyway, over the weekend, i made two blog entries which i wasn't able to post because i couldn't sign in in blogger in Caloocan. Watdapak.
So there. Here's my Saturday, May 17, 2008 entry. This is posted in my Multiply blog.
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Before anything else, i would just like to rant rant and rant about how much i hate blogspot now. yeah, just for now. Takte talaga. Why the hell can't I sign in? I hate you, blogspot. i really do. grrr.
So there. I won't let my hate for my cheesy blog get in the way of my uberly nice mood tonight. Kung ganito lang lagi ang mood ko, masaya ang buhay. hehe.
Ayun naman. Today is the first day of my vacation. Yes, oh yes! Ngayon palang ako makakapag summaaaaaaar! For this weekend, i just want to be selfish. I don't want to think of any of my responsibilities. I just want to chillax. I just want to breathe. I just want to feel alive again.
At dahil nga BUM (i so love this word) ako ngayong weekend, wala akong ginawa kundi kumain, manuod ng american idol season marathon at magstalk sa net. haha. The last is the cause of my as-of-the-moment happyness. as. broad ass. i miss broad ass. already. :'(
Anywaaaaay. So i was stalking a few people i know. Haha. Camaaawn, hindi lang ako gumagawa nito. I know a lot of people who also do on-line stalking. hahaha. anyway, ayun nga. May iniistalk akong somebody. actually, marami sila. pero pinakanatuwa ako sa isang ito. Itago nalang naitn siya sa pangalang Mr. C. As in Mr. Crush. hahaha. Camaawn. Im so high school. haha.
Mr. C is my crush. obviously. Sabi ng mga tao, papasa daw kami bilang loveteam. Camaaawn. hahaha. Sabi ko dati, no way. haha. Hindi kasi siya ung tipo ng taong magugustuhan ko. knowing me, no way talaga. hahaha. Pero dahil sa isang hindi inaasahang pagkakataon, napansin ko siya. At simula noon, sinimulan ko na siyang pansinin. at ayun naman, tuluyan ko na siyang napapansin.
Pero kahit na may 'crush' na ako sa kanya ngayon, hindi pa rin kami puwedeng magkaroon ng something. Matibay kasi ang paniniwala ko na may gusto siyang iba. Hahaha. I really swear. I can so feeeeel that he likes her. Camaaawn. I can give 10 super mega valid reasons right now why I THINK he likes her. oo, nagmamagaling ako. I'm telling everyone that my theory is right. hahahaha. Pero chill lang. Kung gusto man niya siya, keri lang. I'm happy for them. Magsama sila. I swear. Magsama talaga silaaaaa! And no, i'm not bittergourd. I'm so not.
Hahaha. Seriously, sa pagkakakilala ko naman sa girl, oh yes, close kami. charos. hahaha. Mabuting tao naman siya kaya safe naman si Mr. C sa kanya. And i honestly think na bagay sila. NO bitterness here. promise. :) Pero kanina, habang iniistalk ko si Mr. C, parang gusto ko nalang maniwala sa mga tao na puwede nga kaming maging loveteam. camaaaaaawn. hahaha.
Kumusta naman ang jolog kong blog entry.hahaha. i swear, ang kadiri ng feeling. pero masaya. hahaha. i wouldn't elaborate on my reasons why i said we can pass for a loveteam. Pero ayun nga. Masaya lang kasi nakahanap ako ng mga rason para isiping posible nga na crush din ako ng crush ko. hahaha. Camaaawn. ang high school talaga. But don't we all just love this oh-so-high-schoolesque feeling? hahaha. jologs talaga.
Oh well. Bukas, wala na tong feeling na to. i so bet. This is just a phase. I know. Pero sana it stays with me longer. I like how this temporary happiness makes me feel happy. For a while, nakakawala siya ng mga problema. It's like living in a daydream. Lahat ng gusto mong mangyari, nangyayari. Minsan ang saya lang na lokohin ng sarili na puwedeng mangyari ung mga iniisip mo. na posibleng mangyari ung mga iniisip mo.
Pero honestly, sana nga tama ung iniisip ko ngayon. For a long time, pinaniwala ko ang sarili ko na gusto niya ung iniisip kong gusto niya. For tonight, iisipin ko muna na ako ang gusto niya. hahaha.
This weekend is all about me. Selfish ako ngayong weekend. And i so swear, it feels really good. hahahaha. :)
**********
Then on Sunday, May 18, i wrote this entry which i also posted in my multiply blog.
**********
so i've been stalking people again. :)
and yes, i found something. i found something really interesting. and intriguing. and sadly, worth jelling over.
Ayun nga. i have this crush. and i have a theory about my crush. lagi naman eh. harhar. I THINK he likes this somebody. and yes, i'm really starting to think that i'm right. I SWEAR. im sooooooo right and im sooooooo high school.
pero talaga! i swear. meron talagang saaamtheeeng. eeeeee! I INSIST. meron. ang saya. grabe, ang saya talaga. masayang masaya.
waaaaaah. :'(
oh well captain barbel. move on, hoys. move on.
**********
There. there. hahaha.
I swear, one of these days, magbbreakdown nalang talaga ako bigla. But I won't let anybody see it. hehe. wala lang. gusto ko lang talaga magrant. at magrant. at magrant. Oh well. Oh well. Oh well. I hope this doesn't happen anytime soon though.
Don't get me wrong. I'm not whining because I'm tired of what i'm doing. In fact, I love what I'm doing. I'm enjoying it. Super But i just feel saturated already. I've been studying and working and worrying non-stop since i entered UP.
Lord, i just need a day-off. Just A day-off. No worries. No responsibilities. No nothing. Please.
haaaay. hormones lang to. mind over matter. i'll get over this. i swear.
Anyway, over the weekend, i made two blog entries which i wasn't able to post because i couldn't sign in in blogger in Caloocan. Watdapak.
So there. Here's my Saturday, May 17, 2008 entry. This is posted in my Multiply blog.
**********
Before anything else, i would just like to rant rant and rant about how much i hate blogspot now. yeah, just for now. Takte talaga. Why the hell can't I sign in? I hate you, blogspot. i really do. grrr.
So there. I won't let my hate for my cheesy blog get in the way of my uberly nice mood tonight. Kung ganito lang lagi ang mood ko, masaya ang buhay. hehe.
Ayun naman. Today is the first day of my vacation. Yes, oh yes! Ngayon palang ako makakapag summaaaaaaar! For this weekend, i just want to be selfish. I don't want to think of any of my responsibilities. I just want to chillax. I just want to breathe. I just want to feel alive again.
At dahil nga BUM (i so love this word) ako ngayong weekend, wala akong ginawa kundi kumain, manuod ng american idol season marathon at magstalk sa net. haha. The last is the cause of my as-of-the-moment happyness. as. broad ass. i miss broad ass. already. :'(
Anywaaaaay. So i was stalking a few people i know. Haha. Camaaawn, hindi lang ako gumagawa nito. I know a lot of people who also do on-line stalking. hahaha. anyway, ayun nga. May iniistalk akong somebody. actually, marami sila. pero pinakanatuwa ako sa isang ito. Itago nalang naitn siya sa pangalang Mr. C. As in Mr. Crush. hahaha. Camaawn. Im so high school. haha.
Mr. C is my crush. obviously. Sabi ng mga tao, papasa daw kami bilang loveteam. Camaaawn. hahaha. Sabi ko dati, no way. haha. Hindi kasi siya ung tipo ng taong magugustuhan ko. knowing me, no way talaga. hahaha. Pero dahil sa isang hindi inaasahang pagkakataon, napansin ko siya. At simula noon, sinimulan ko na siyang pansinin. at ayun naman, tuluyan ko na siyang napapansin.
Pero kahit na may 'crush' na ako sa kanya ngayon, hindi pa rin kami puwedeng magkaroon ng something. Matibay kasi ang paniniwala ko na may gusto siyang iba. Hahaha. I really swear. I can so feeeeel that he likes her. Camaaawn. I can give 10 super mega valid reasons right now why I THINK he likes her. oo, nagmamagaling ako. I'm telling everyone that my theory is right. hahahaha. Pero chill lang. Kung gusto man niya siya, keri lang. I'm happy for them. Magsama sila. I swear. Magsama talaga silaaaaa! And no, i'm not bittergourd. I'm so not.
Hahaha. Seriously, sa pagkakakilala ko naman sa girl, oh yes, close kami. charos. hahaha. Mabuting tao naman siya kaya safe naman si Mr. C sa kanya. And i honestly think na bagay sila. NO bitterness here. promise. :) Pero kanina, habang iniistalk ko si Mr. C, parang gusto ko nalang maniwala sa mga tao na puwede nga kaming maging loveteam. camaaaaaawn. hahaha.
Kumusta naman ang jolog kong blog entry.hahaha. i swear, ang kadiri ng feeling. pero masaya. hahaha. i wouldn't elaborate on my reasons why i said we can pass for a loveteam. Pero ayun nga. Masaya lang kasi nakahanap ako ng mga rason para isiping posible nga na crush din ako ng crush ko. hahaha. Camaaawn. ang high school talaga. But don't we all just love this oh-so-high-schoolesque feeling? hahaha. jologs talaga.
Oh well. Bukas, wala na tong feeling na to. i so bet. This is just a phase. I know. Pero sana it stays with me longer. I like how this temporary happiness makes me feel happy. For a while, nakakawala siya ng mga problema. It's like living in a daydream. Lahat ng gusto mong mangyari, nangyayari. Minsan ang saya lang na lokohin ng sarili na puwedeng mangyari ung mga iniisip mo. na posibleng mangyari ung mga iniisip mo.
Pero honestly, sana nga tama ung iniisip ko ngayon. For a long time, pinaniwala ko ang sarili ko na gusto niya ung iniisip kong gusto niya. For tonight, iisipin ko muna na ako ang gusto niya. hahaha.
This weekend is all about me. Selfish ako ngayong weekend. And i so swear, it feels really good. hahahaha. :)
**********
Then on Sunday, May 18, i wrote this entry which i also posted in my multiply blog.
**********
so i've been stalking people again. :)
and yes, i found something. i found something really interesting. and intriguing. and sadly, worth jelling over.
Ayun nga. i have this crush. and i have a theory about my crush. lagi naman eh. harhar. I THINK he likes this somebody. and yes, i'm really starting to think that i'm right. I SWEAR. im sooooooo right and im sooooooo high school.
pero talaga! i swear. meron talagang saaamtheeeng. eeeeee! I INSIST. meron. ang saya. grabe, ang saya talaga. masayang masaya.
waaaaaah. :'(
oh well captain barbel. move on, hoys. move on.
**********
There. there. hahaha.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
How to know if you're in love
Words of Wisdom from our English 100 Professor Dr. Maria Corazon Castro
"How do you know if you're in love? Simple. When you think you're in love, then YOU ARE in love."
I think otherwise.
"How do you know if you're in love? Simple. When you think you're in love, then YOU ARE in love."
I think otherwise.
Labels: love
Monday, May 12, 2008
Hormonal Strike.
I’m one with the Jeepney drivers today on their strike. But I’m not rallying for rollback of whatever. I’m rallying for two stubbornly-slash-hormonally stupid things- them and that hymn.
Them. I said I wouldn’t tell whatever-that-is to anyone. But I still did. I can never really shut my mouth. And I hate myself for that. Well, actually, I can. Hahaha. I was able to shut it for a while that’s why a number of people were surprised when I confirmed something unexpected in Pangasinan. Err, was it really unexpected? Haha. Whatever. (Oh mare, ano na iniisip mo? Hahaha)
Hemmingway, right now, I’m just overflowing with negativity towards their latest endeavor. Master Groupmate’s right, the key to our problem is open communication. But how can I talk to them about this stuff when they’re busy as hell. Nasasacrifice na nga pati iyong mga bagay na sinasabi nilang hindi masasacrifice. Yes, they are still attending to their responsibilities. But I’m not satisfied. We’re not satisfied. I wouldn’t elaborate on this anymore. There’s a better venue for this. I just hope they keep an open mind. At sana ako din.
I miss us. I really do. And it makes me really sad. I’m not really pessimistic but I’m being very pessimistic right now. Habang tumatagal kasi, lumalaki ng lumalaki ung barrier between us. Good luck. Talaga.
Second issue. Hymn. Until now, I still can’t get this hymn out of my mind. Ito na LSS ko simula pa noong Friday. I tried to get myself busy with so many many things. I ate, ate and ate. I slept all day. I played wii. I went out with my friends. But still, to no avail. Kahit na may marinig akong ibang kanta, the hymn still kept playing in my head. It’s driving me cuhraizeh. I know. And it’s not healthy anymore because the more the hymn plays in my mind; the more I tend to think of the study I’m currently working on. And as I progress with my investigation, mas napapatunayan kong tama ung theory ko. And i swear. I really have valid evidences to support my theory.
Pero kung ako lang talaga papipiliin, nooooooooooooo. I really hope I’m wrong with whatever it is that I’m THEORIZING. Hahaha.
So close and still so far.
Them. I said I wouldn’t tell whatever-that-is to anyone. But I still did. I can never really shut my mouth. And I hate myself for that. Well, actually, I can. Hahaha. I was able to shut it for a while that’s why a number of people were surprised when I confirmed something unexpected in Pangasinan. Err, was it really unexpected? Haha. Whatever. (Oh mare, ano na iniisip mo? Hahaha)
Hemmingway, right now, I’m just overflowing with negativity towards their latest endeavor. Master Groupmate’s right, the key to our problem is open communication. But how can I talk to them about this stuff when they’re busy as hell. Nasasacrifice na nga pati iyong mga bagay na sinasabi nilang hindi masasacrifice. Yes, they are still attending to their responsibilities. But I’m not satisfied. We’re not satisfied. I wouldn’t elaborate on this anymore. There’s a better venue for this. I just hope they keep an open mind. At sana ako din.
I miss us. I really do. And it makes me really sad. I’m not really pessimistic but I’m being very pessimistic right now. Habang tumatagal kasi, lumalaki ng lumalaki ung barrier between us. Good luck. Talaga.
Second issue. Hymn. Until now, I still can’t get this hymn out of my mind. Ito na LSS ko simula pa noong Friday. I tried to get myself busy with so many many things. I ate, ate and ate. I slept all day. I played wii. I went out with my friends. But still, to no avail. Kahit na may marinig akong ibang kanta, the hymn still kept playing in my head. It’s driving me cuhraizeh. I know. And it’s not healthy anymore because the more the hymn plays in my mind; the more I tend to think of the study I’m currently working on. And as I progress with my investigation, mas napapatunayan kong tama ung theory ko. And i swear. I really have valid evidences to support my theory.
Pero kung ako lang talaga papipiliin, nooooooooooooo. I really hope I’m wrong with whatever it is that I’m THEORIZING. Hahaha.
So close and still so far.
Friday, May 2, 2008
Coward
I'm such a coward.
I'm afraid of so many things. I used to be a risk-taker. Used to be. But not anymore. I can't recall when i stopped saying no to challenges. I don't know.
Right now, so many many things are going over and over my mind. I can't think properly. It's already 2 in the morning. I'm tired but i can't sleep. I'm afraid of tomorrow. I'm afraid of what will happen tomorrow.
I don't want to do it.
And yes, it hurts me to know that i'm hurting the people i love because of this crap. Can't we just go on with our lives without this?
Again, i don't want to do it.
But do i really have a choice?
I'm afraid of so many things. I used to be a risk-taker. Used to be. But not anymore. I can't recall when i stopped saying no to challenges. I don't know.
Right now, so many many things are going over and over my mind. I can't think properly. It's already 2 in the morning. I'm tired but i can't sleep. I'm afraid of tomorrow. I'm afraid of what will happen tomorrow.
I don't want to do it.
And yes, it hurts me to know that i'm hurting the people i love because of this crap. Can't we just go on with our lives without this?
Again, i don't want to do it.
But do i really have a choice?