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Monday, March 31, 2008
So Close
So Close by Jon Mclaughlin
You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close
How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far
You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close
How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far
Define Ideal.
Define Sweet.
Define Romantic.
Who wouldn't fall in love with this song?
Listening to this song brings me back to the good old days of my childhood where believing in happy endings was anything but impossible.
And as Enchanted would convey, if believing meant having your fairy tale come true, then i'd rather be a child forever and wish upon every star at night just to have my own happily ever after.
Group Date. Cancelled.
I'm so pissed off, frustrated and depressed.
I'm so gaga, i'm actually crying while typing this entry.
You know the feeling when you want something so bad yet you can't have it? You get frustrated because you know that no matter what you do, you can't get whatever it is that you want to get. Because you don't have control over the situation. Then out of frustration, you get pissed off. You project your disappointment to anything. You regress as if it'll give you what you want. You get depressed because after exhausting all known defense mechanisms, still you can't do anything. You still got nothing- the most tangible nothing ever.
Wow.
We were supposed to go out tonight. A long overdue group date, we finalized our plans last night via text. But due to some unforeseen circumstances, we had to cancel our gimik.
I've long been looking forward to this. I don't know. Maybe because I miss us. I miss the way we were before. (Oh shit. I'm crying again.) Sure, there were those intrigas but we were happy. I don't know. We're still happy. But a lot of things have changed over time. We grew old fast. I guess that's just how it is in Broad Ass. We're officers now. President and Vice Presidents. And drew's not a resident anymore. So Responsibilities + Proximity = Less chances of doing what we were doing before. No G moments. But really really happy moments.
This date means a lot to me. Too bad we had to cancel.
If only i could turn back time then nobody will have to grow old. Nobody will have to leave.
I really really really hate this.
Oh well.
Someday, groupmates. Someday.
I'm so gaga, i'm actually crying while typing this entry.
You know the feeling when you want something so bad yet you can't have it? You get frustrated because you know that no matter what you do, you can't get whatever it is that you want to get. Because you don't have control over the situation. Then out of frustration, you get pissed off. You project your disappointment to anything. You regress as if it'll give you what you want. You get depressed because after exhausting all known defense mechanisms, still you can't do anything. You still got nothing- the most tangible nothing ever.
Wow.
We were supposed to go out tonight. A long overdue group date, we finalized our plans last night via text. But due to some unforeseen circumstances, we had to cancel our gimik.
I've long been looking forward to this. I don't know. Maybe because I miss us. I miss the way we were before. (Oh shit. I'm crying again.) Sure, there were those intrigas but we were happy. I don't know. We're still happy. But a lot of things have changed over time. We grew old fast. I guess that's just how it is in Broad Ass. We're officers now. President and Vice Presidents. And drew's not a resident anymore. So Responsibilities + Proximity = Less chances of doing what we were doing before. No G moments. But really really happy moments.
This date means a lot to me. Too bad we had to cancel.
If only i could turn back time then nobody will have to grow old. Nobody will have to leave.
I really really really hate this.
Oh well.
Someday, groupmates. Someday.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Clumsy Clumsy Baby
So I'm home alone.
I was really not planning to go back in my boarding house tonight since the press con tomorrow will start at 1pm. But! But! But! i need to clean the room. I left it really messy last saturday since i didn't have enough time to tidy up because the press con finished later than expected. And len and her 'mama' will be arriving tomorrow at 7am. So i guess i don't have any choice.
I'm home alone and i need to clean the room. I've been here for an hour already but i haven't started cleaning up yet. Im still waiting for my newly-manicured-but-already-destroyed fingernails to dry to prevent them from being destroyed more. I've never had a perfect manicure in my life. I'm really beginning to think that i'm the clumsiest person ever.
Which reminds me, just last week, i broke my laptop. Yep, you got that right.
Again. Just last week, i broke my laptop.
It was very stupid, i know. My gulay, where the hell will i get money to buy myself a new one. Good thing it's summer and i won't need it as much as i need it during school season.
Then again, that's not the point. I'm really going cuhraizier and cuhraizier everyday. argh.
So what happened was, I was writing a paper for a report we were doing then. I was feeling so happy because i had already finished 6 pages of the write-up (our target was only 5 pages) and i wasn't even done yet. I took a break for a while to relax my lower back, which was killing me again that time. I was talking with i-forgot-who (bigs or shie) when longjay told me that Bianca buzzed. I don't know what got into me but i felt really excited to know why biancs buzzed. So I stood up and hurried to longjay. Then it happened. I tripped and compakyu fell on the floor.
For 5 min, i didn't know how i'd feel. I wanted to cry but i couldn't. Then i texted my mom what happened. It was only after hearing her voice that i started crying like a baby.
So there. I just want to forget about what happened to compakyu. Right now, he's still in comatose. Let's all pray for his immediate recovery.
Compakyu, the Compaq V2000.
I was really not planning to go back in my boarding house tonight since the press con tomorrow will start at 1pm. But! But! But! i need to clean the room. I left it really messy last saturday since i didn't have enough time to tidy up because the press con finished later than expected. And len and her 'mama' will be arriving tomorrow at 7am. So i guess i don't have any choice.
I'm home alone and i need to clean the room. I've been here for an hour already but i haven't started cleaning up yet. Im still waiting for my newly-manicured-but-already-destroyed fingernails to dry to prevent them from being destroyed more. I've never had a perfect manicure in my life. I'm really beginning to think that i'm the clumsiest person ever.
Which reminds me, just last week, i broke my laptop. Yep, you got that right.
Again. Just last week, i broke my laptop.
It was very stupid, i know. My gulay, where the hell will i get money to buy myself a new one. Good thing it's summer and i won't need it as much as i need it during school season.
Then again, that's not the point. I'm really going cuhraizier and cuhraizier everyday. argh.
So what happened was, I was writing a paper for a report we were doing then. I was feeling so happy because i had already finished 6 pages of the write-up (our target was only 5 pages) and i wasn't even done yet. I took a break for a while to relax my lower back, which was killing me again that time. I was talking with i-forgot-who (bigs or shie) when longjay told me that Bianca buzzed. I don't know what got into me but i felt really excited to know why biancs buzzed. So I stood up and hurried to longjay. Then it happened. I tripped and compakyu fell on the floor.
For 5 min, i didn't know how i'd feel. I wanted to cry but i couldn't. Then i texted my mom what happened. It was only after hearing her voice that i started crying like a baby.
So there. I just want to forget about what happened to compakyu. Right now, he's still in comatose. Let's all pray for his immediate recovery.
Compakyu, the Compaq V2000.
Saturday, March 29, 2008
It's a Blog's life.
I've long been wanting to have a new blog. It has already been 2 years since my last blog entry in my livejournal, which doesn't work anymore because i forgot my password.
So there. I'm moving on now. I created a new blog. And i love it.
So there. I'm moving on now. I created a new blog. And i love it.
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