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Monday, May 19, 2008
A Weekend Affair
I spent my weekend in Caloocan. And i loved it. It wasn't totally a break for me but at least, i was able to get even a little rest. As much as i wanted to be selfish and just think of myself over the weekend, i just couldn't. My thoughts were from time to time bombarded with my worries about my pending responsibilities. Thus, hindi rin ako nakapagpahinga. Maya't maya tinetext ko yung mga tao para sa mga dapat mangayri.
I swear, one of these days, magbbreakdown nalang talaga ako bigla. But I won't let anybody see it. hehe. wala lang. gusto ko lang talaga magrant. at magrant. at magrant. Oh well. Oh well. Oh well. I hope this doesn't happen anytime soon though.
Don't get me wrong. I'm not whining because I'm tired of what i'm doing. In fact, I love what I'm doing. I'm enjoying it. Super But i just feel saturated already. I've been studying and working and worrying non-stop since i entered UP.
Lord, i just need a day-off. Just A day-off. No worries. No responsibilities. No nothing. Please.
haaaay. hormones lang to. mind over matter. i'll get over this. i swear.
Anyway, over the weekend, i made two blog entries which i wasn't able to post because i couldn't sign in in blogger in Caloocan. Watdapak.
So there. Here's my Saturday, May 17, 2008 entry. This is posted in my Multiply blog.
**********
Before anything else, i would just like to rant rant and rant about how much i hate blogspot now. yeah, just for now. Takte talaga. Why the hell can't I sign in? I hate you, blogspot. i really do. grrr.
So there. I won't let my hate for my cheesy blog get in the way of my uberly nice mood tonight. Kung ganito lang lagi ang mood ko, masaya ang buhay. hehe.
Ayun naman. Today is the first day of my vacation. Yes, oh yes! Ngayon palang ako makakapag summaaaaaaar! For this weekend, i just want to be selfish. I don't want to think of any of my responsibilities. I just want to chillax. I just want to breathe. I just want to feel alive again.
At dahil nga BUM (i so love this word) ako ngayong weekend, wala akong ginawa kundi kumain, manuod ng american idol season marathon at magstalk sa net. haha. The last is the cause of my as-of-the-moment happyness. as. broad ass. i miss broad ass. already. :'(
Anywaaaaay. So i was stalking a few people i know. Haha. Camaaawn, hindi lang ako gumagawa nito. I know a lot of people who also do on-line stalking. hahaha. anyway, ayun nga. May iniistalk akong somebody. actually, marami sila. pero pinakanatuwa ako sa isang ito. Itago nalang naitn siya sa pangalang Mr. C. As in Mr. Crush. hahaha. Camaawn. Im so high school. haha.
Mr. C is my crush. obviously. Sabi ng mga tao, papasa daw kami bilang loveteam. Camaaawn. hahaha. Sabi ko dati, no way. haha. Hindi kasi siya ung tipo ng taong magugustuhan ko. knowing me, no way talaga. hahaha. Pero dahil sa isang hindi inaasahang pagkakataon, napansin ko siya. At simula noon, sinimulan ko na siyang pansinin. at ayun naman, tuluyan ko na siyang napapansin.
Pero kahit na may 'crush' na ako sa kanya ngayon, hindi pa rin kami puwedeng magkaroon ng something. Matibay kasi ang paniniwala ko na may gusto siyang iba. Hahaha. I really swear. I can so feeeeel that he likes her. Camaaawn. I can give 10 super mega valid reasons right now why I THINK he likes her. oo, nagmamagaling ako. I'm telling everyone that my theory is right. hahahaha. Pero chill lang. Kung gusto man niya siya, keri lang. I'm happy for them. Magsama sila. I swear. Magsama talaga silaaaaa! And no, i'm not bittergourd. I'm so not.
Hahaha. Seriously, sa pagkakakilala ko naman sa girl, oh yes, close kami. charos. hahaha. Mabuting tao naman siya kaya safe naman si Mr. C sa kanya. And i honestly think na bagay sila. NO bitterness here. promise. :) Pero kanina, habang iniistalk ko si Mr. C, parang gusto ko nalang maniwala sa mga tao na puwede nga kaming maging loveteam. camaaaaaawn. hahaha.
Kumusta naman ang jolog kong blog entry.hahaha. i swear, ang kadiri ng feeling. pero masaya. hahaha. i wouldn't elaborate on my reasons why i said we can pass for a loveteam. Pero ayun nga. Masaya lang kasi nakahanap ako ng mga rason para isiping posible nga na crush din ako ng crush ko. hahaha. Camaaawn. ang high school talaga. But don't we all just love this oh-so-high-schoolesque feeling? hahaha. jologs talaga.
Oh well. Bukas, wala na tong feeling na to. i so bet. This is just a phase. I know. Pero sana it stays with me longer. I like how this temporary happiness makes me feel happy. For a while, nakakawala siya ng mga problema. It's like living in a daydream. Lahat ng gusto mong mangyari, nangyayari. Minsan ang saya lang na lokohin ng sarili na puwedeng mangyari ung mga iniisip mo. na posibleng mangyari ung mga iniisip mo.
Pero honestly, sana nga tama ung iniisip ko ngayon. For a long time, pinaniwala ko ang sarili ko na gusto niya ung iniisip kong gusto niya. For tonight, iisipin ko muna na ako ang gusto niya. hahaha.
This weekend is all about me. Selfish ako ngayong weekend. And i so swear, it feels really good. hahahaha. :)
**********
Then on Sunday, May 18, i wrote this entry which i also posted in my multiply blog.
**********
so i've been stalking people again. :)
and yes, i found something. i found something really interesting. and intriguing. and sadly, worth jelling over.
Ayun nga. i have this crush. and i have a theory about my crush. lagi naman eh. harhar. I THINK he likes this somebody. and yes, i'm really starting to think that i'm right. I SWEAR. im sooooooo right and im sooooooo high school.
pero talaga! i swear. meron talagang saaamtheeeng. eeeeee! I INSIST. meron. ang saya. grabe, ang saya talaga. masayang masaya.
waaaaaah. :'(
oh well captain barbel. move on, hoys. move on.
**********
There. there. hahaha.
I swear, one of these days, magbbreakdown nalang talaga ako bigla. But I won't let anybody see it. hehe. wala lang. gusto ko lang talaga magrant. at magrant. at magrant. Oh well. Oh well. Oh well. I hope this doesn't happen anytime soon though.
Don't get me wrong. I'm not whining because I'm tired of what i'm doing. In fact, I love what I'm doing. I'm enjoying it. Super But i just feel saturated already. I've been studying and working and worrying non-stop since i entered UP.
Lord, i just need a day-off. Just A day-off. No worries. No responsibilities. No nothing. Please.
haaaay. hormones lang to. mind over matter. i'll get over this. i swear.
Anyway, over the weekend, i made two blog entries which i wasn't able to post because i couldn't sign in in blogger in Caloocan. Watdapak.
So there. Here's my Saturday, May 17, 2008 entry. This is posted in my Multiply blog.
**********
Before anything else, i would just like to rant rant and rant about how much i hate blogspot now. yeah, just for now. Takte talaga. Why the hell can't I sign in? I hate you, blogspot. i really do. grrr.
So there. I won't let my hate for my cheesy blog get in the way of my uberly nice mood tonight. Kung ganito lang lagi ang mood ko, masaya ang buhay. hehe.
Ayun naman. Today is the first day of my vacation. Yes, oh yes! Ngayon palang ako makakapag summaaaaaaar! For this weekend, i just want to be selfish. I don't want to think of any of my responsibilities. I just want to chillax. I just want to breathe. I just want to feel alive again.
At dahil nga BUM (i so love this word) ako ngayong weekend, wala akong ginawa kundi kumain, manuod ng american idol season marathon at magstalk sa net. haha. The last is the cause of my as-of-the-moment happyness. as. broad ass. i miss broad ass. already. :'(
Anywaaaaay. So i was stalking a few people i know. Haha. Camaaawn, hindi lang ako gumagawa nito. I know a lot of people who also do on-line stalking. hahaha. anyway, ayun nga. May iniistalk akong somebody. actually, marami sila. pero pinakanatuwa ako sa isang ito. Itago nalang naitn siya sa pangalang Mr. C. As in Mr. Crush. hahaha. Camaawn. Im so high school. haha.
Mr. C is my crush. obviously. Sabi ng mga tao, papasa daw kami bilang loveteam. Camaaawn. hahaha. Sabi ko dati, no way. haha. Hindi kasi siya ung tipo ng taong magugustuhan ko. knowing me, no way talaga. hahaha. Pero dahil sa isang hindi inaasahang pagkakataon, napansin ko siya. At simula noon, sinimulan ko na siyang pansinin. at ayun naman, tuluyan ko na siyang napapansin.
Pero kahit na may 'crush' na ako sa kanya ngayon, hindi pa rin kami puwedeng magkaroon ng something. Matibay kasi ang paniniwala ko na may gusto siyang iba. Hahaha. I really swear. I can so feeeeel that he likes her. Camaaawn. I can give 10 super mega valid reasons right now why I THINK he likes her. oo, nagmamagaling ako. I'm telling everyone that my theory is right. hahahaha. Pero chill lang. Kung gusto man niya siya, keri lang. I'm happy for them. Magsama sila. I swear. Magsama talaga silaaaaa! And no, i'm not bittergourd. I'm so not.
Hahaha. Seriously, sa pagkakakilala ko naman sa girl, oh yes, close kami. charos. hahaha. Mabuting tao naman siya kaya safe naman si Mr. C sa kanya. And i honestly think na bagay sila. NO bitterness here. promise. :) Pero kanina, habang iniistalk ko si Mr. C, parang gusto ko nalang maniwala sa mga tao na puwede nga kaming maging loveteam. camaaaaaawn. hahaha.
Kumusta naman ang jolog kong blog entry.hahaha. i swear, ang kadiri ng feeling. pero masaya. hahaha. i wouldn't elaborate on my reasons why i said we can pass for a loveteam. Pero ayun nga. Masaya lang kasi nakahanap ako ng mga rason para isiping posible nga na crush din ako ng crush ko. hahaha. Camaaawn. ang high school talaga. But don't we all just love this oh-so-high-schoolesque feeling? hahaha. jologs talaga.
Oh well. Bukas, wala na tong feeling na to. i so bet. This is just a phase. I know. Pero sana it stays with me longer. I like how this temporary happiness makes me feel happy. For a while, nakakawala siya ng mga problema. It's like living in a daydream. Lahat ng gusto mong mangyari, nangyayari. Minsan ang saya lang na lokohin ng sarili na puwedeng mangyari ung mga iniisip mo. na posibleng mangyari ung mga iniisip mo.
Pero honestly, sana nga tama ung iniisip ko ngayon. For a long time, pinaniwala ko ang sarili ko na gusto niya ung iniisip kong gusto niya. For tonight, iisipin ko muna na ako ang gusto niya. hahaha.
This weekend is all about me. Selfish ako ngayong weekend. And i so swear, it feels really good. hahahaha. :)
**********
Then on Sunday, May 18, i wrote this entry which i also posted in my multiply blog.
**********
so i've been stalking people again. :)
and yes, i found something. i found something really interesting. and intriguing. and sadly, worth jelling over.
Ayun nga. i have this crush. and i have a theory about my crush. lagi naman eh. harhar. I THINK he likes this somebody. and yes, i'm really starting to think that i'm right. I SWEAR. im sooooooo right and im sooooooo high school.
pero talaga! i swear. meron talagang saaamtheeeng. eeeeee! I INSIST. meron. ang saya. grabe, ang saya talaga. masayang masaya.
waaaaaah. :'(
oh well captain barbel. move on, hoys. move on.
**********
There. there. hahaha.