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Friday, May 2, 2008
Coward

I'm such a coward.

I'm afraid of so many things. I used to be a risk-taker. Used to be. But not anymore. I can't recall when i stopped saying no to challenges. I don't know.

Right now, so many many things are going over and over my mind. I can't think properly. It's already 2 in the morning. I'm tired but i can't sleep. I'm afraid of tomorrow. I'm afraid of what will happen tomorrow.

I don't want to do it.

And yes, it hurts me to know that i'm hurting the people i love because of this crap. Can't we just go on with our lives without this?

Again, i don't want to do it.

But do i really have a choice?