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Tuesday, April 22, 2008
What i WANT to believe in.
DISCLAIMER: This is an abstract post. I can't blog what i really want to say because people can't, err, no, MUSN'T know what I really want to say. It's complicated. Really.
So we all have our own opinions with regard to the issues around us.
As for me, i know what i believe in and i stand for what i believe in. I very much acknowledge my being stubborn when it comes to my beliefs- because i know i have a point.
But lately, i can feel my stubborn-meter slowly fluctuating. I'm being tempted to actually believe that what i believe in is not what i should believe in. Granted, I already accepted that for others, i may be wrong. But going against what i believe in is something else. Worse, i'm actually choosing to go against what i believe in.
Maybe they're right. Maybe this is just my pride eating me.
Point is, I'm tired of rationalizing things. Sometimes, i just want to go with the flow. Say yes with whatever people tell me just so i can end the discussion.
They're right. I overthink. I overanalyze.
I know, this post is not going anywhere. I'm really not good in abstracting my ideas.
Oh well.
So we all have our own opinions with regard to the issues around us.
As for me, i know what i believe in and i stand for what i believe in. I very much acknowledge my being stubborn when it comes to my beliefs- because i know i have a point.
But lately, i can feel my stubborn-meter slowly fluctuating. I'm being tempted to actually believe that what i believe in is not what i should believe in. Granted, I already accepted that for others, i may be wrong. But going against what i believe in is something else. Worse, i'm actually choosing to go against what i believe in.
Maybe they're right. Maybe this is just my pride eating me.
Point is, I'm tired of rationalizing things. Sometimes, i just want to go with the flow. Say yes with whatever people tell me just so i can end the discussion.
They're right. I overthink. I overanalyze.
I know, this post is not going anywhere. I'm really not good in abstracting my ideas.
Oh well.